UGLY DUCKLING

Me? Hmmmmmm. I’m 22, battling a war that comes from me not being a good-looking lady. I look worse now than ever, maybe because of my face? I don’t know. Loosing all my confidence is the worst feeling, not until I learned how to accept who I am.

it just hurts how my college friends would make me realize how bad I look, how I am the only one not receiving any compliment in the room, how they teased me to someone, how people make fun of me, how someone played my feelings, how I pretended not to be bothered by those things and how come I have noone to share my feelings to.

Reality slaps me hard in the face! Haha. I just laugh at all of these things now. I stopped wanting to look good now cause I gave up. All these beauty products are not working on me. Hahahaha! So much for my not so beautiful face. Well, despite of this curse, I still live well, i enjoy my life to the fullest, I grab opportunities, I apologize when needed, I respect everyone, I am happy with my friends’ achievements in life, I’ve cut my envy veins, I party a lot, I go to places to see sunset, I travel,  I swim in the beach until I get 100X darker and I’m loving myself now. I believe, loving yourself should be your main goal and I know I’m there already.